All day Tuesday I thought it was Wednesday, all day Wednesday I thought it was Thursday....... today I know it's not Friday. I now know that I was a whole day off all week so today is like living through Thursday again. Go figure. There are numerous people I talked to who felt the same way this week. Somewhere, somhow, along the way our minds played a trick on us making us think the work week only consisted of 4 days. WRONG!!!!
General knitting malaise has set in. And that's because of that darn swing coat. I'm telling you.... I whine about it every day. Maybe I should just take myself out of my own misery but there is something stronger than that tugging at my commitment strings and I'm committed to this coat just like I'm committed to my marriage (and that means a lot). But as a result, I've been barely making any progress. I got 1/2 row done last night before I cast it aside when Erika wanted me to do read some books for her and then I never picked it up again. I figure that 20 - 25 more rows will do it. At this point, I don't really care when it gets done so maybe I just need to divide those 20 rows into small chunks of 2 rows a day or even just one row a day. I figure adding the sleeves will go fast once that darn body over 360 stitches or more is done. Instead, once Erika was satisfied with her stories, I picked up the crochet cardigan again. I'm working on sleeve #1 and I don't think it will be too hard to finish it soon.
Something else has been holding me back and keeping me from my knitting. One is the beautiful weather. I've been going out for walks at lunch time so my socks are sitting there unloved. After dinner we've been trying to make an effort to go out as well. Erika has been pedalling her little bike and we get a nice bit of exercise just keeping up with her. As a result we come back in the house just before it's bath, pajama and bed time. But also, I've been sooooo tired. Last night I really felt it............ that tiredness where I didn't even feel like lifting my arms to knit. The tiredness in the back of the eyes. Just a real lack of energy. I know I'm not getting as much sleep as my body needs but come on body........ adjust to the fact that I don't always get the right amount of sleep. I know, that's silly. I need to treat my body better than that but like so many of us Moms (and Dads) out there, I'm getting a bit run down by always having to be on the go and always being "up" and ready to go at a moment's notice. And if I was hoping to get some rest this weekend - not much chance of that. Saturday is jam packed - music class, hair cuts, lunch with great grandma in Richmond. The only thing I'm trying to get out of the Richmond trip is maybe a visit to the Yohan Centre and Alpha Crafts to check out what I've heard is an interesting selection of yarns and lots of Clover notions. I actually don't think we have plans on Sunday but because we'll be out all of Saturday, the chores will be waiting for us with open arms on Sunday.
But hey........ that's life. And under my breath, I'm saying - just wait until we start digging up the backyard and the front flower bed. Until we start building that patio and working on the drainage in the back yard..... yup, that's all on the drawing board for the next couple of months.
We had a crisis last night that's a cute one to share. I got Erika to go upstairs for bed time and stories with her Daddy for once. Yeah for me. I settled in to watch the American Idol result show (what's up with voters anyways?) and soon I heard screaming and crying. What was that all about? What could Daddy have done (or not done) to cause such a tantrum? I didn't check into it until a frustrated Daddy came to the stairs saying "we have a major issue because I can't read Erika's book "Die Kückenschule"". Well, yes, it's one of my old, old German children's books that my Mom saved all these years and gave to me when Erika was born. It's in great shape. It ended up in Erika's book basket and she pulled it out a few days ago. I've always wanted her to grow up with both languages but I never worked very hard at speaking German with her so she gets exposed to the language by virtue of me talking it with my parents and my parents speaking with her in a mix of languages but that's about it. So I wasn't sure what she'd think of the book and me reading it in German. Well, she's loving it. We've been reading it every night (at least twice) for the last week. So when she wanted Daddy to read the book and he tried to oblige by making up a story from the pictures, he was less than happy with him and got very upset because he couldn't read it to her properly. So I had to come to the rescue!!! It's quite funny.
Hope to at least get some sock knitting done at my WW meeting tonight. Have a good one.
Ulrike alle April 21, 2005 07:44 in:
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